2021.09.28 20:47 fenteap I’m so tired of depression. Meds are useless and therapy is a scam.
I honestly just don’t even know what the fuck to do anymore
I’m constantly distracting myself as much as possible from thinking about life
I’m so tired of depression. I want to be fucking happy. Why don’t I know what I want in life? Why can’t I figure out why I want?
I miss my ex partner so so so much. She gave me purpose and happiness. A year later and she’s all I think about.
I get so angry by depression on nights these days I become motivated to change my life. Then I realize, life won’t change in a day, or two, or a week, or even a month. It takes consistent effort and discipline to achieve happiness, and I can’t do that given my debilitating depression, that’s always there lurking in the background waiting to take me down.
Antidepressants fuck me up, take away my personality, make me feel like a zombie, and cause all sorts of nasty side effects and on top that don’t make me feel less depressed, just nothing. There’s no way this shit is made to solve depression. Just makes me feel like I’m fucking drugged up and cognitively impaired.
Therapy sessions I’ve tried have all been therapists just parroting back what I say to make me feel understood, but they offer no solutions or epiphanies on life. If they had the fucking answers they wouldn’t be there working some job they hate.
I just don’t understand what to do with myself.
I even tried dying and almost passed out. That shit is hard. It’s hard to kill yourself. I want to fucking blow my head off but I’m a coward and I’m scared of the pain.
I just want to be content.
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2021.09.28 20:47 Omg_Rawnie Uh, what?
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2021.09.28 20:47 Somedudehere23 C-Chihiro?
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2021.09.28 20:47 Evowen7 Something different in the alternate route
So I assume I'm not the first one to notice but I haven't seen anyone else talking about this, in the snowgrave route you cannot get the egg or access the hidden room inbetween. It's weird because I can't think of a reason this would be the case. The 'egg room' seems completely separated from the rest of the world as it was in chapter 1 (so it should be unaffected by what's happening in the world), and it's not like it is in a part of the map that's inaccessible in the snowgrave route. You can go to where the room should be but you can't get in.
So why? Why can't you get the egg? Maybe there's no reason at all and I'm looking too much into it, but if the eggs do end up amounting to something in the future then it seems like whatever it is won't be accessible in a 'bad' playthrough. If anyone has any ideas please let me know. Just something I thought was interesting and worth mentioning.
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2021.09.28 20:47 Aggressive_Ebb8437 Can someone HMU. I honestly am bored and lonely!
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2021.09.28 20:47 Deeznutslmao_ Anomaly reference in Insertion II on the Co OP store
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2021.09.28 20:47 lilkurac LIL KURAC - TRUE GOVNAR (2021)
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2021.09.28 20:47 Austomic Hollywood taps into NFT craze with Anthony Hopkins movie, using blockchain for auction
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2021.09.28 20:47 fijibubba 992 GT3 hitting dealer floor in Long Beach
2021.09.28 20:47 Threshersaurus Devil Doom Render
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2021.09.28 20:47 PraetorSolaris [WP] Today, you woke up well-rested. Now, literally EVERYTHING is going your way. Doors seem to move out of your way as you approach. You don't need to look for anything because it's already in range for you to grab it. Even when you looked outside and thought it was too sunny, it became cloudy.
2021.09.28 20:47 I_love_maltesers Can I specify the train that runs the intercity route?
I can download trainsets as assets and set a specific train to run one the line between two stations, but I don't see a way to do this for the intercity connections and I would like it to be the Eurostar. Is there a way to force only this asset to run intercity passengers?
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2021.09.28 20:47 Astraeuxfps Boost for boost!
Will boost back asap! Just reply comment or private message me!
Can anyone in the Earnin Community help me boost my Max? 🙂 https://earnin.app.link/XW6oTyjvVjb
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2021.09.28 20:47 Current_Analyst_8698 DPO-Unknown, CD estimate, 23, FR 6 Days earlier HPT. Are these indent lines/ a faulty test?
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2021.09.28 20:47 pormrocket Some may think I'm crazy but I'm going to take out a loan for more tokens. This is beyond comprehension right now and WE have a very unique opportunity... All things point to the moon sooner or later and I'm putting on my space suit! GO PR and GO ARMY !!!
2021.09.28 20:47 RandomCollection 2023 Polestar 4 will be affordable, mid-sized SUV-coupe | Polestar to launch new 3 SUV in 2022 and Precept-based 5 in 2024, with a more mainstream crossover between
2021.09.28 20:47 jdead121 Display on portrait mode monitor help
| I installed columns UI and it looks good on a regular widescreen monitor but generally I leave my music on my portrait monitor. When I do that It just displays the album art and nothing else.|
Any help would be appreciated, i just started adding my ripped music to my computer bc im tired of 320kbps quality audio.
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2021.09.28 20:47 Starbuckker Bend your elbow slightly, otherwise its a surrender.
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2021.09.28 20:47 daniel03iv a mono tail-multi horn
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2021.09.28 20:47 PikaPikaGamer This girl dreamt of Jerma
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2021.09.28 20:47 reload101 Resist the government mandates!!
You assume that these government mandates are going to change peoples minds or that they are indeed effecting peoples lively hoods.
There are always ways to resist government mandates. Your mandates have not effected me at all!!
I have gone underground as have most people who do not wish to be vaccinated. There is nothing you can do about it! Pass all the mandates you want, it will not change anything.
You think you can mandate your will onto others and you can't.
You will never know for sure if the person next to you took the vaccine or not. You know this to be true!!
MY BODY, MY RIGHT!!
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2021.09.28 20:47 Musicpac Erstsemester vibe
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2021.09.28 20:47 GrandSalamancer Those Bastards Lied to Me
2021.09.28 20:47 prawnbiryani 💗☁🍦🌸🧁🤍🦩
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2021.09.28 20:47 NewsElfForEnterprise Construction project will close portion of I-80 overnight
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